It's Getting Close

I guess I should first post how I am doing. I am doing pretty good. I need to call the doctor tomorrow though to talk to her about coming back to work Monday. M went up to work today though, and a few of the girls told him to tell me they missed me! Even INPWT put the credit card machine paper in an envelope that said "We changed it! Miss you!!", it's an on going joke that I try to keep the paper in the machine until RIGHT before it runs out, and they always want me to change it as soon as it starts the red line, of course their roll had tons of paper still left on it. I miss them too.

So, my doctor appointment is on Friday and I am getty nervous/excited. I really want to see if there is anything we can do about the acne on my back. I need to start keeping track of when it gets really bad so I can see if there is a pattern. There are some weeks it nearly kills me to have my back touched by anything. Fucking hormones.

Last night I had to go to my grandma's house and my aunt (the one I work with) to do something and while I was there I was showing my grandma the bumps on my hip/lower back. My aunt asked to see my back and she lifted my shirt and after talking a bit she asked if I had PCOD. As I have posted, I try not to talk to my family about us TTC because I just don't want to discuss it with half of them. I was like a deer in headlights and studdered a second and then I couldn't really say anything so I just blurted out about the appointment on Friday being to talk to a doctor about it. I feel like I have come out of the closet, sort of. The discussion pretty much ended there though.

Well, tomorrow is an important day for me so keep me in your thoughts and prayers around lunch time. Please? Thanks! :-)