Last night was pretty rough, almost as bad as the other night. I did finally fall asleep around three this morning. But after talking with a few friends last night when I was upset I think I have made my decision. It's not an easy one. I am going to wear this decision for the next few weeks until we have our date. I think I know deep in my heart this is what is best for me. I have worked long and hard at this relationship since day one. There is no doubt in his mind how much I love him. So I will go with this decision with no regrets, no matter how hard it is going to be. I will let you all know what I have decided after we have our big talk.
Keep us in your prayers if you can.
Thank you all so much for being here for me right now, I haven't felt this bad/sad in a very, very long time, and it's killing me.
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Ohhhh... I'm going to be greedy and stubborn... I don't want to wait another couple weeks for this...
Although, I will definately pray for you girl... No doubt about it. Lots of hugs.
lots of prayers and hugs. Just remember things happen for a reason, although we might not understand those reason. Its okay to be sad, mad, cry, etc... shoot me an email if you need to talk.
Thinking of you.
It seems like you've spent a lot of time thinking about this. Whatever you have decided, I hope that over time you stop feeling so sad and that everything works out for you.
No one ever tells you the reality of marriage being such freakin' hard work.
I'm thinking of you, and wishing you well...
-D.
dramalish is a smart cookie. marriage is a lot of hard work, and I can't imagine how frustrating it must be if both partners don't put the same effort into it.
Good luck. You're in my thoughts.
Thinking of you and praying for you as well.
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