Two

I've been working out five days a week, but I have gained two pounds.

Are you fucking kidding me?

I can't let go of the sodas, even though I know it's not good for me. I can't stop reaching for that container of frozen yogurt, because it's healthier than chocolate ice cream with toppings. I can't drink water, because plan water, with or without ice, fucking sucks.

I hate my body right now. I am so disappointed. I just want to crawl into a hole and eat myself til I choke.

Sigh.